In most cases of Panic Attack, a person gets their stress level to peak, then their heart races and they get an overwhelming feeling of something being terribly wrong and/or the feeling that they are going to die. And it isn't just a simple anxious feeling. I would have them whenever my heart acted funny, which was like 10-12 times a week on average. Panic Attacks happen when your stress levels stay high and then flare up periodically or when triggered. It wasn't until few years ago that I found a med that helps with them. That was when I started having chronic panic attacks and anxiety disorders. They kept me for a couple days and sent me home with a new medication. who helped raise her brother and sister, who buried a son, who put herself through nursing school against my father's wishes, who had been a nurse for many years, who ALWAYS had an answer for me. I kept muttering " I don't wanna die! I don't wanna die! I don't wanna die!" over and over. Mom tried to calm me down but I was beyond consolation. I would learn later that I was having my first real full-throttled Panic Attack!
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By then I was lying on my side and crying. I don't remember making any noise or saying anything, but my mom heard me and came out and sat with me. I panicked! I suddenly had this metal taste in my mouth, and I got light-headed and dizzy. It was evening and just getting dark out. One night about 7-8 weeks in, I was sitting in the family room, staring out the sliding glass door into the street. For two more weeks I was in and out of the doctors office trying to adjust my medication to help ease the bouts of persistent palpitations. This went on several times a day, everyday.īy the end of the first month I was exhausted from lack of sleep, shaky, and mostly kept to myself. Because I couldn't know if this was the last chance I would have to say anything. I prayed and asked God for help and forgiveness every time. However, I couldn't help grabbing my chest and holding my breath every time I had one of my 'flip-flops'.
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Smiled at mom, flirted with my girlfriend, and planned stuff with friends. but he was "the guy" to go to.Ī month after getting home from the university hospital, I was trying to get back to normalcy. But, again, the specialist was an expert in his field. Wolff-Parkinson-Whi te syndrome had only been a thing (diagnosable) for a few years, at that time. I was told by my local doctor that it was possible that I could go into cardiac arrest from it, but that I shouldn't dwell on it that I could live a long, happy li fe. I was in my late teens, with an old-man's heart, and I could drop dead at any moment. He even told me that I had the heart of a 30 to 40-year-old. One moment, my life was stretched out in front of me, then suddenly it wasn't so clear. I mean, telling this to a kid (young man) who was experiencing 2-3 'flip-flops' (my word for tachycardia) a day! I was only 17-years-old and this "expert" was basically telling me to get ready to die! If anyone have any doubts about anything, just ask me.When I was diagnosed with Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome by the "specialist" at the university hospital, I was told by him that they couldn't fix it and that it was "a very real possibility" that an episode of tachycardia could kill me. And also, my boyfriend is posting the files of a Clone Trooper armor that he is building. Here is the link to the files: !toAHkZTb!BBSKtZTVucw-IjyH6w5A0ymJFGsz4MqqCuUPw1TmQAMĪnd here are some pictures of me trying the armor:
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Also, the folder includes two different helmets, so you can choose which one you're gonna use (I recommend the second one, because it's much more detailed and looks just like the original). It was modeled (by my boyfriend) according to my size, so it might be necessary to adjust the scale of some parts. So now that the models are ready I decided to post the files so other people can use them. It's been about 4 months since I started. I just finished building the whole armor and now I'm starting with the resin/fiberglass process. I'm building the new First Order Stormtrooper armor using pepakura.